So many of you know about the story I told the day before yesterday about my no good very bad day. However, in the aftermath of it all there is this huge mess and now I’m left with trying to shift through it all and figure out what the heck do I do going forward.
One of the biggest things on my mind is that my crate business is not going to be able to be launched for August and all my planning for it is going to have to be put on the back burner for time being. This is one of my biggest angers about the whole ordeal. The fact that one of my biggest dreams for my future has to be put on hold because of a terrible thing my grandmother did and it leaves me extremely frustrated. The money I was planning to use for my crate is now going towards affording to purchase a car so that my family and I have freedom of travel (and compartment space for boxes and business stuff).
For right now though travel is covered by using the bus. (Although thinking about groceries and how far we have to walk to get them gives me a headache).
As far as mentally going forward, it’s a lot of those YouTube videos that puts a smile on my face and thinking about each moment of the day and the good things that are happening around me instead of the bad. I’ve been doing my best not to obsess over the situation and thinking about anything else. Also, books. Books are the best medicine.
Right now my biggest hope is to take things one step at a time and to rest as much as I can. All of the kind comments I have been recieveing lift me up so much and I am so grateful to have such an amazing community to just be there for me and to be there for each other.
Thank you all for reading! You all mean the world to me and I wish all the positive things in the world for all of you.
-Till next time!
The Book Raven 
It sorry you have to go through all of this. I hope things turn around for you soon.
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Thank you so much! I hope so too! 😊
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Don’t worry about it although I know it’s hard not to. In the end everything will turn out great and one day when all goes your way this will only be a memory. I have no doubt that you will figure it all out and that everything will turn out well. Remember that you always have people cheering for you on here!
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Thank you! I really appreciate it! It is hard not to worry, but I know that I’m only putting myself under more stress. I’m hoping things will work out better soon. 😊
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I hope things get better for you soon , Don’t worry too much , there’s always struggle before success (something my late Dad used to say and I have always lived by those words)
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Thank you for this. Those are very wise words and I truly hope that success and simply better things are ahead of me. Right now it’s hard not to be frustrated but I’m doing my best to make the best of each moment possible.
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I’m so sorry!!!! It’s so terrible that her need to inflict pain is putting your dreams on hold. Sending you all the blogger hugs!!
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Thank you so much! I wish it didn’t have to happen like that, but hopefully I can start it up sooner then later, but right now it’s looking a lot like later
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I’ll keep my fingers crossed for you!!
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That sucks! But if you want this badly enough and it sure sounds like you do, then it will happen. Good luck
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Ohh definitely! Eventually I The Raven Book Crate will exist, I just have to work a whole lot harder to be able to afford to make it a reality.
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I hope things get better for you soon. Life is never fun when you’re worrying about something.
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That’s very true. I’m hoping that things will be looking up in the near future.
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I hope things get better soon, books really are the best medicine 💖
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That’s very true. Thank you for commenting!
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It is amazing that you are as positive as you are! I hope that you and your family get through this rough patch soon, and as always, I’m praying for you! 🙂
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Thank you so much! I really appreciate the prayers. It really means a lot to me. I’m hoping things start getting better soon as well.
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Of course! I’m glad. Here’s hoping!
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