Without a word
Without a reply
Without ever knowing why
Into the void.
Left me with empty promises
Left me without a trace
Left me on my own with this poison
I’m now lost in a battle of confusion
Will I ever have this explained to me?
I’m hurting cause’ I thought you would
Have told me if you wanted to walk away
With the magic that you came with you
Sprinkled yourself with some of that dust
And whisked yourself safely into darkness
Yet how can I feel pain when I want to believe
We’ll be ok?
The hope is so much worse then the knowing
You didn’t break it to me easy
You gave me nothing at all
I’m grasping at the straws of sweet memory
Yet even through the hurt
Yet even knowing your gone
I hope that you are doing ok
Your voice is gone
Your music is gone
Yet I don’t have your touch to remember
Are you just another person that’s truly left me
Or is there something that I’m missing?
I don’t have a choice
I may never know
What happened to this love
That now has only bones
My heart still warms thinking of you
But I still know I’m left out in the deep blue
My heart is whole and torn to pieces
I don’t know why I still have hope
You’ll never see the mess you made by not properly letting go
But if you hadn’t why’d you disappear so completely..
left me in the dark on what your feeling
Only time will tell me if you’d truly gone
You gave me no choice to decide if you were ever a hazard at all
Are you waiting behind that curtain call?
To hear a standing ovation, the thousands to applaud?
I guess I’ll be here dancing on my own
Waiting for arms that may never come to hold me close
Because you vanished without saying goodbye
Or see you later
So I swallow the first as a pill
believe in the possibility of the second
But I feel I may never know the answer
Thanks for reading! This poem is very personal and it’s filled with everything I’m feeling right now. I hope at least you all can take something from it. Let me know your thoughts down in the comments below.
-Till next time!