When I’m low I need direction. I have to do something to give myself purpose. Otherwise I will go insane. So I re-downloaded Habitica, the app that once saved my life. Habitica is an app that you can put daily tasks and as you complete them your character levels up and later you can join teams and go on quests. Everything is completed solely by your personal productivity.
This time, I’m not overwhelming myself with too much. I’m just focusing on adding writing tasks for each day. Hopefully, one day I can get to where I don’t need this again to be productive, but that day isn’t today.
Honestly, on days like today, I feel like I’m loosing it a bit. I’ve been sad so much and I do anything I can to uplift that feeling. Hence why I gave Habitica another chance. It gives me focus. Tasks to complete. Tasks that ultimately lead to my biggest life goals.
I’m getting so tired of hurting and letting that hurt keep me from becoming the person I’ve always wanted to be. I hate letting life get the best of me. I don’t like feeling hopeless. There is so much in my life right now that I do not have the power to change. So slowly, I’m trying to change what I can to give a little sense of progression and autonomy in my life.
To everyone reading. Thanks for being a part of my journey. This blog has always been a piece of joy in my life. I hope to always continue this in the years to come.
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-Till next time!